I miss friends. Life is work. Tidying. Hefting. Paying for stuff. Mindless browsing. All the rows. I hate it.
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Found an unfurnished room in a mad, property guardian place in nm for 500 a month today.Is do it too. Freedom. Options. Familiarity. Fun. A year in there would cost £8k, which I have. I could quit. Design a way out with lorazepam and good whiskey and downers.
Seizures are under control. Whoopee.
I could just take a belt from that drawer, loop it around the garage rafter and kick the chair over.
They'd be shocked, but not much. They'd get what they want. Cash and prosperity they didn't sacrifice anything for.
Alex W to call tomorrow/Monday. Maybe he'd be better off firing me. Not sure I can be bothered with anything much any more.
