My siezures are getting worse. Weaker and weaker in the left leg, left hand, and not really covered off by the meds.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TTAU7lLDZYU
The opening of Radiohead’s Glastonbury headline set. We listened to this and made our baby.
Weirdly enough, I have been dreaming of a white room that opens out onto a sunny beach since Lucy died. No joke. Watch the video.
Dreamers
They never learn
They never learn
Beyond, beyond the point
Of no return
Of no return
And it's too late
The damage is done
The damage is done
This goes
Beyond me
Beyond you
The white room
By a window
Where the sun comes
Through
We are
Just happy to serve
Just happy to serve
You
Coincidences:
His wife was Rachel Owen. She died of a brain tumour 18/12/16,
1-e is wearing Rick Owen shoes on the video. Same initial and same last name as his wife.
2 - He walks through 23 doors in the video, the same amount of years they were together. They are the Dreamers. She is the dreamer. They never learnt. She went beyond the point of no return. It is too late, the damage is done. This goes beyond him or her to a white room (hospital) where the sun comes through.
3 - At this point you start hearing a series of painful crying or moaning, as if someone is taking their last breath and the music climaxes. You hear the heavy breathing, as if the female voice leaves, and only the male breathing continues, as he escapes to the mountains in heavy exhales. Then "I miss you, I really miss you, I miss you, I love you so, I miss you so, I need you so".
He falls sleep, the screen fades to black. The backwards audio at the end is Thom intoning the phrase ‘half of my life’ over and over.
