I never realised how good she is. I am a bit shocked. Check her out. There's a doc on her struggles - probably on YouTube by now - that highlight how hard you have to want something in order to get it. She reminds me of Bowie, or Cobain. That spirit. I must, I must - never mind the hardships, the failure. I must and dammit I will. I admire that sort of thing. There are many ways in which to live. You often get to choose how you do it. Never forget that, my boy.